And just like that it's over for this year.
There's been a lot of rain, but it's also been nice and warm.
I haven't been well at all this summer. One week I feel fine and I can function almost like a normal person.
Then the next I can hardly stand up because of the pain in my legs and
joints, and I'm so dizzy that I can't really do anything but lie on the
couch with my eyes closed. I recently bought myself a pair of crutches to try to relive some of the leg pain. Sometimes resting helps, sometimes it
doesn't. On an average I have, if I'm lucky, one good week every month.
I've got a ME diagnosis, but recently I've come to believe I have a Borrelia infection, also called Lyme Disease. An infection I've had for probably 8-9 years now. Testing for infection by the b.Burgdorferi bacteria is almost impossible when you had it this long, it hides within the body to the point were it stops making antibodies. The bacteria thrives in the joint, the central nervous system and if it's allowed to wreak havoc for enough time it can also cross the blood/brain barrier. Hooray, I have bacteria in my brain.
I don't really let it put me down though. I'm sick right now, but I'll get better. And if I don't, then I don't.
I'm glad I have my camera, my cat, my family and friends to keep me company on the days when I'm too sick to go outside.
And I'm glad I have this blog. Even though I don't update as much as I used to, bear with me on that one, I try to do what I can ♥